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2010-04-03T05:57:00.000-07:00

I was just flipping through the dusty old photoalbums stacked neatly in my cupboard....
And I was just reminiscing(?) the old times!
Like visits to the zoo and random places with my family....
And playing doctor, games of pretend....
Wow.
I don't think the same things can thrill me or hold me enthralled anymore.
I look at my pictures and I see this innocent little girl.
(IM SERIOUS)
And when I look in the mirror, all I see is well, me.
Im not sure what I mean.
But I realise the importance of photographs now.
They capture the moment, the excitement, the thrill and the happiness.
I should take more photos, and get them developed.
^^

Lazy to post GoodFriday Photos up here,
most of my photos will be up on Facebook.

O level's is coming!!! I feel the stress when I remind myself that I need to LEARN two years worth.... But just like me, I forget abt it 5 mins later, till I remember again a week after.

Shingz.

(Kaykay is so hawt)

2010-03-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

Some Lit lecture at TJ I thinkkkkk. :) Fav girls! <3

CROSSCOUTRY!! MAN WE ROCK!!! GAGA

STEAMBOAT!!

4Grace has been awesome this year!!

Im dead serious. I really luv my classmates!!!

Okay I should give credit where it is due...... Thxxxx Mr Lam for the crazy ideas+unendingsupport!!!

Oh yes and since this XIAOHE managed to pop up in my mind just a few secs ago....

I shall say sth abt her:D

Thxxx so much for dishing out fab advice and comfort!!

HAHAHA EVERY SEC WITH YOU IS CRAZY AND WEIRD BUT FUN LOL.

Ni bu yao tai kai xin wor!!! Wo zhi shi zai du Max Tucker cai ji de ni worrrrr~

Life sux and I am one screwed bitch but I like going crazy and doing weird stuff even if I regret it later. Because Im used to it. Getting over and forgetting, I mean.

Told you Im nuts.

BYE.

(Im on a sugar high. Thats what coke does)

2010-03-21T04:23:00.000-07:00

Just received a text and............. it reminds me.
I still have not decided on my topic for commonwealth.
Ugh you know I have no idea what topic to write on.
I know this is dumb but I have ZERO confidence in myself for this.
I am so not commonwealth (a.k.a Heartwarming stuff) Material.
zzz

And to top it off, school starts tmr.
I have to somehow find my chinse compo book, churn out a compo and hand it in.
I have LOADS OF AMATH.
And many many more undone assignments.
I have a sad life, I know.
Kill me plz.

2010-03-21T04:15:00.001-07:00

First, a post to get something off my chest.

I'm not someone who has lists of people I dislike. In fact, I think I can count the number of people I honestly dislike with only the fingers of one hand. Less than five.
And whats funny is that one of them used to be my good friend.
But we're obviously not friends now, duh.
If you know me you'll know who she is.
Because Im really open abt it.
Anw this is all crap. Lets get on to the good stuff.

You see, that day during talentime, I went to tell my classmate that she sang really really well and everything.
Honestly, SHE DID FAB.
And you know, while I was complimenting her, Someone who very conveniently was beside her and also right in front of me, turned around to pass some snarky remark abt me to someone else. And it was so damn obvious that she was talking about me. Think sneaky side-looks, hushed whispering that's still audible... All the dramarama you'd expect from a wannabe drama queen.

I am so, very pissed off.
You see, its not that I dont like you, YOU MAKE ME HATE YOU.
I dont want to bring up the past nonsense+scandal and stuff.
But I really gave you a chance to be my friend again after the incident.
You blew it.
And so far I've not bugged you.
But this is it.
Have fun while it lasts my dear.

2010-02-27T05:27:00.000-08:00

Martin Jiawei Gaohan Larry Terry came over today.
Really fun.
Shall update l8r.

2010-02-24T03:20:00.000-08:00

HI I know my blog is already rotting and covered with mould!

Plz forgive me I've been reallllllly busy!!!

Ah and Im only updating because I knw that even though I have a dead tagboard, I know people still visit this forsaken place.

Okay lets talk abt the good things first....

I passed both my tests today!!

Emath test+Physics test!

Am I not wonderful???? :)

Here's hoping Ill pass the damn hard chem test!

And Im going to take part in commonwealth!!

Tgt w Nicole!

Actually its a good thing, and a bad thing.

Because I doubt Ill get anything and its extra stress you know.

Plus we have workshops and all.

zzz.

I guess there's always a downside to everything.

And now.......... for the bad.

There have been lots of bad recently.

Imma screwed girl.

My temper's been like........ I dno... really crazy.

I feel like I might just break down anytime actually.

Pms maybe/??

I dont know.

Anyway yesterday's incident on the bus really shook me up.

It was totally unwanted, and uncalled for.

I didnt say anything,

I didnt ask for any opinions.

And they just hurled it in my face.

What stings is that I actually thought he was a nice guy.

Okay, so he doesnt think Im a nice girl.

Fine.

Lets play then.

Ive been really bored.

Busy nw so Ill update when I feel like killing someone.

2010-01-31T03:34:00.000-08:00

Ah Yesterday was........ the dinner....

I was in a really really bad mood.....

Which was worsened by people who said they'd turned up... And then failed to do so.

Even worse, some of them had a shitload of comments as to where to hold the dinner and what to eat.

And then, they didnt turn up either.

You knw I really really hate people who dont do what they say.

But thanks to everyone else for turning up! :D

Guides:

It was kinda fun,

the one cheering session that I ACTUALLY took part in.

But you know, someone kinda ruined it for me.

. I know some of you are going to tell me that I shouldnt be posting this,

but you know I really dont give a shit abt how she is going to feel after reading this.

BECAUSE,

no1. This is my blog and if she comes here she is inclined to read MY thoughts.

no2. I DONT care abt ppl who piss me off.

no3. I dont play nice.

And so, I was happily teaching them the world song bcuz SJ THINKS she cant sing.

But sueann, YOU CAN!

You just have to have more confidence!!

And so, I was yelling at them to sing louder.

And I went to those who weren't really moving their mouths to tell them to sing louder.

In closer proximity to them than at my original position anyway.

And then this girl, I cant rmb her name. Jiawen or Jiamin or some Jia thing.

wasnt responding. She just like, ignored me.

So i asked if she was okay.'

She practically SCREAMED at me.

It was some thing like, "DONT ASK ME TO SING I GOT SING"

Im nt too sure.

And she burst into tears.

After that she claimed I was specifically bullying her.

Okay, I asked your whole row to move forward because ALL of you werent participating actively.

And you were singing, but NOT loud ENOUGH.

So yeah.

I am darn pissed off because I was in a damned good mood that day.

And it was a fun activity.

And I hate it when people malign/accuse me for smth I did not do.

Puh-lease, do you know what we went through when we were sec1s?

It was a thousand times worse.

I was singled out once to do squats for smiling or sth.

Did I cry?

No.

Because guides is just like that.

You dont cry because your seniors are fierce.

Because they arent bullying.

AND ANYWAY I WAS NOT FIERCE. I WAS NOT EVEN SCOLDING YOU.

HOLY SHIT.

Fuck it.

2010-01-28T04:20:00.000-08:00

Okay I know my blog is really really dead.
But Ive been really busy recently.
That damn-ed notice board is taking up a shitload of my time.
Think missing cca and staying back.... and thinking time...

But Im not complaining.
Sorry but guides isn't my priority.
Im useless in guides anw.
Im the worst cheering mistress ever.
I lost my voice, i dont know any cheers.
Ah my presence doesnt matter anyway.
But 4Gr is impt bcuz we finally have a GREAT form teacher.
(*coughcough*) [bet mrlam is gonna be YEAH when he sees this]

Hahahah and Ive been sorting things out with
I think its getting better haha.

Oh yes I luv sheryl and claire hahaha. (Just bcuz)

And 4Grace's social comm is awesome!!
Thanks qianhui,fiona and xiwen for staying back!!
And everyone else that contributed as well ^^

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAIQUAN***

going to rush out the rest of the class stuff now.
Homework = still nt done.
HOW! I am a phailure.

I think ppl dont even knw i have a new blog. HAHA.

2010-01-16T21:53:00.001-08:00

Oh yes plz congratulate me!!!
Ive managed to pay some attention to lessons and do some assignments!!!
Yay baby, I actually understand some concepts nw!

2010-01-16T21:37:00.000-08:00

Hi I knw I PROMISED to blog more bt ah well, I wasnt really in the mood!!!

Anw, ytd was spent @ tampines with Sheryl.
And Claire+Iris for awhile.
Hahah it was great fun!!!
I think it was good we chose to go to tamp instd of somerset.
:)

Hahah I luv my dear gfs!

School so far,
has been retarded.
Think random spotchecks that surprise!!!
Except when i get tip-offs.
And I knw I posted this on FB,
but like, why the hell do they care so much abt our attire?! Good attire does not equal good character, it does not equal good results.
And if time spent on enforcing discipline could be spent on motivating us to study,
I bet we'd be an awesome sch.
Not some dumb sch that drops from Band one to Band 3.
Whose Tscore dropped like crazy.
Seriously, many of us came to cchms cuz it was in Band one.
*Sigh*

And I really think that in chungcheng, we dont feel the need to study.
I don't.
Not like my friends in other sch.
Hell, those in normal average schs study a gazillion times harder than i do.
K, maybe i dont study at all but ah well.
Going to a better sch means its harder to get better streams,trip sci.
It'd better pay off manz.

Ah well, back to the spotchecks.
They suck.
Seriously.
SEC4 LIFE SUXXXXXXXXX.

I really wonder if we can do it right.
I wonder if we can make it like what it was like when we were away from here.
I wonder why its like this now.
I know Ive talked over this with you,
but I still feel like ...
I do..

2010-01-01T05:17:00.000-08:00

New Year Resolutions.

NUMBER ONE: Ace O's!!!!! Like, plz <10pts at least. Ah actually aiming for an 8.
NUMBER TWO: PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS!!! Stop day-dreaming.... :(
NUMBER THREE: COMPLETE MY ASSIGNMENTS ON MY OWN!!! Or at least, half of them:D
NUMBER FOUR: HAND UP ASSIGNMENTS ON TIME!!! Since Im gonna do them on my own...
Kinda impossible:(
(Enough abt sch work LOL)

NUMBER FIVE: LOSE WEIGHT HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH ( No more tmr then say)
NUMBER SIX: GROW TALLER
NUMBER SEVEN: Stop doing things halfway then forgetting abt it.
NUMBER EIGHT: Stop being such a b!tch!
NUMBER NINE: Be a good girl and have a GREAT year
NUMBER TEN: Survive sec4, ace O's get into somewhere I actually wanna go and PLAY LIKE
NOBODY'S BUSINESS!

(Ps: Last one. Number 11: Be happy, have a happy heart, have a stable heart.)

***(PPS: LAST ONE PROMISE. Number12: Make it work. Or at least, make the next one work)

:)

I feel so guilty now cuz I realised that we were sorta, you knw....
After hearing ST talking abt calls lte at night...
I realised I was kinda dense, kinda dumb.
I guess that 10days really screwed me up/. Ah its abit too late to talk abt it nw.
So, Im sorry:(
At least Im suffering nw and you're nt.
Be glad.:D

2010-01-01T05:01:00.000-08:00

Hiiiii Happy New Year!!

I knw I promised to blog but ah... well.... Im really too lazy to blog abt camp.
Oh well, I'll try..... blogging abt the main events anyway.

MacRitchie
Phail-ure!!!! :( Started raining halfway and we went back to school after looking at tons of monkeys. Ah well.

Gross Factor
(With Sandy, Theresa)
Oh yay bb this was awesome!
Our station was the least gross but the ppl ended up really dirty LOL.
Think flour man!
It was all so fun, esp when marshmallows started flying down to the grass patch and one even landed on the NOT YET DRY Cement road.

*****The bangla's face was epic man.

Nightwalk
OH YES THIS WAS REALLY FUN (TO ME)
Well it could have been a blast if not for M.A setting our lights out at midnight.
Friggin Midnight, yea.
And the retarded restrictions LOL.
Guess we won't be having activities tgt with NCC anymore.

Anyway, I was stationed at the last station w QiEn, Joshua and Siewting.
But before that we went around w some Ncc seniors (Edward, KeithWong, dno wad name) I think. Hahah it was so fun scaring ppl@ the grand Audi and i think those mini light stick thingies were awesome. Like, unexpected from NCC haha.

K then we headed for our station (the concourse)
Damn boring there...
but (Yongyi Max WeiJie) were there so yea we had fun talking!!
Then siewting and I decided to go scare ppl!
So we went w Yongyi, Max, WeiJie and ZhongMing.
Oh it was a failure.
First we had Max lie on the bench and scare them.
But.... no reaction from the guides lol.
Then we put a phone on the table and called it when guides were approaching...
Also, abit of a failure.

AND THEN (THE MOST EXCITING PART), ZhongMing hid in the dustbin with the phone!!!!
Ah you know he's like my idol forever cuz he stayed in the FREAKING DUSTBIN for over an hour.
WOW. :D
And it was super fun talking to Yongyi whilst waiting for guides to approach.
Sorry for leaving you out Siewting!
I liked the nightwalk. :)

LIGHTS OUT.
I stayed awake for both nights. LOL.
I think Im nuts.
But I slept throughout the day so it was okay.

HIGH ROPES ****
Oh yea at first I didnt want to take part so I was glad my toe hurt like nuts.
Then I realised that it was super fun and I was so sad.
AND SO, at the end I thought it'd be a waste if I didnt try it at all.
AND SO I DID.
AND SO I HAD FUN THOUGH IT HURT.
:)

Ah, anything else???

Oh well I thought the camp was fun cuz I bonded more w ppl, got to knw ppl better, made new friends....... Yeah.

Sorry this is so wordy haha

2009-12-30T21:58:00.001-08:00

Oh yeah manz Im back from camp!!
Actually, I came back yesterday..
But ah you knw I went straight to sleep after a bath and then...... today.
Haha.

Ah, Ill update abt camp later.
It was really fun! :D

*(Nt sleeping for 2 nights really killed me manz look at me the new kungfu panda LOL)

2009-12-26T22:29:00.000-08:00

Hi I had a bad dream last night.
I dreamt we broke up.
Hahaha but I guess its gonna happen sooner or later right.
Ah well.

Anyway Jeremy and Jerem came over ytd
AH JEREM IS SO PRETTY!
He's like some pretty little boy.
And I had fun crapping with Jeremy, its been so long!

K, today I had no life woke up on the wrong side of bed and scolded some **** so ya.

Off to cwp.

2009-12-23T05:24:00.000-08:00

TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY

Yes I knw that christmas lights are so pretty!!! I (L) the big christmas tree @ Orchard!!

Ah, Actually Im not the biggest fan of christmas but this year Jiaen has influenced me with her christmas spirit!!! Hahaha and my dearest sugar has also invited me to her church this Friday! Oh yes Ivanlow too~ Hahahah this year's christmas might be my best one ever huh! :D

I've always thought of Christmas as a special day to spend with your special person and I'm spending this year's Christmas with my special people! (heartz)

Actually I've been rotting away at home most of this holiday thx to my creators....................... You know... the two old naggy people at home that nvr fail to ruin your mood..... :(

Ha but Ive had fun too! I'll leave the overdue picts for WHEN MY COMPUTER ACTUALLY WORKS PROPERLY.

Ah yes, Ive been wallowing in despair and self-pity so much..... Cracklines seem to be appearing EVERYWHERE. Now I'm not sure where the problem lies anymore. And Im tired.

This year, I've lost friends, gained friends, lost love, found love, cried, laughed till I cried, wept tears of joy, been through bad times, been through great times, done some incredible stuff I nvr would have thought I'd do. In a nutshell, Ive forged really really strong bonds with my closest people, made some fab friends and now I have many many delightful memories to look back upon.

Undoubtedly, Ive made some bad decisions, done things I've regretted (AND STILL REGRET)...... and loads of other stuff Ive actually forgotten.

Ah well, mostly I hope that next year I can grow closer to my dear classmates and even closer to my best of friends!

Actually I have alot more to reflect on but I shall leave it till another time.

Oh blogging is actually fun (for now)

Im bored on the Internet cuz there's nobody to talk to on msn.

I hate my email.

It suxxxxxx.

!@#$%^&*(0

2009-12-23T05:16:00.000-08:00

Hiiiiii
This is actually supposed to be my private blog but I was too lazy to create another new blog so I decided to delete all of my previous nonsensical rants and blog PROPERLY.

Ah but blogging on a regular basis just isn't for me BECAUSE my decade-old computer is screwed. As in, REALLY screwed. Every 5 seconds, a small little speech-bubble lookalike pops up from the bottom right hand side of the screen, SCREAMING :" Your computer has..... blabblabla CRITICALLY LOW AMOUNT OF DISK SPACE and blablabla"

Yeah, even after I uninstalled my maplestory, cleared all my pictures, files and everything...
there is still ALWAYS max 1MB of space left and more often than not, Okb of space.
Fucked up much?!

So thats why even though I would love to be an awesome person and blog abt my miserable life like its wonderful, I can't.

But I'll try.
See?
Told ya I was awesome.