Strumming Some Heartstrings


Sunday, January 31, 2010
at 3:34 AM









Ah Yesterday was........ the dinner....

I was in a really really bad mood.....
Which was worsened by people who said they'd turned up... And then failed to do so.
Even worse, some of them had a shitload of comments as to where to hold the dinner and what to eat.
And then, they didnt turn up either.
You knw I really really hate people who dont do what they say.
But thanks to everyone else for turning up! :D


Guides:

It was kinda fun,
the one cheering session that I ACTUALLY took part in.
But you know, someone kinda ruined it for me.
. I know some of you are going to tell me that I shouldnt be posting this,
but you know I really dont give a shit abt how she is going to feel after reading this.
BECAUSE,
no1. This is my blog and if she comes here she is inclined to read MY thoughts.
no2. I DONT care abt ppl who piss me off.
no3. I dont play nice.

And so, I was happily teaching them the world song bcuz SJ THINKS she cant sing.
But sueann, YOU CAN!
You just have to have more confidence!!
And so, I was yelling at them to sing louder.
And I went to those who weren't really moving their mouths to tell them to sing louder.
In closer proximity to them than at my original position anyway.
And then this girl, I cant rmb her name. Jiawen or Jiamin or some Jia thing.
wasnt responding. She just like, ignored me.
So i asked if she was okay.'

She practically SCREAMED at me.
It was some thing like, "DONT ASK ME TO SING I GOT SING"
Im nt too sure.
And she burst into tears.

After that she claimed I was specifically bullying her.
Okay, I asked your whole row to move forward because ALL of you werent participating actively.
And you were singing, but NOT loud ENOUGH.

So yeah.
I am darn pissed off because I was in a damned good mood that day.
And it was a fun activity.
And I hate it when people malign/accuse me for smth I did not do.

Puh-lease, do you know what we went through when we were sec1s?
It was a thousand times worse.
I was singled out once to do squats for smiling or sth.
Did I cry?
No.
Because guides is just like that.
You dont cry because your seniors are fierce.
Because they arent bullying.
AND ANYWAY I WAS NOT FIERCE. I WAS NOT EVEN SCOLDING YOU.
HOLY SHIT.

Fuck it.

xoxo,
you know you love me



Thursday, January 28, 2010
at 4:20 AM

Okay I know my blog is really really dead.
But Ive been really busy recently.
That damn-ed notice board is taking up a shitload of my time.
Think missing cca and staying back.... and thinking time...

But Im not complaining.
Sorry but guides isn't my priority.
Im useless in guides anw.
Im the worst cheering mistress ever.
I lost my voice, i dont know any cheers.
Ah my presence doesnt matter anyway.
But 4Gr is impt bcuz we finally have a GREAT form teacher.
(*coughcough*) [bet mrlam is gonna be YEAH when he sees this]

Hahahah and Ive been sorting things out with
I think its getting better haha.

Oh yes I luv sheryl and claire hahaha. (Just bcuz)

And 4Grace's social comm is awesome!!
Thanks qianhui,fiona and xiwen for staying back!!
And everyone else that contributed as well ^^

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAIQUAN***


going to rush out the rest of the class stuff now.
Homework = still nt done.
HOW! I am a phailure.

I think ppl dont even knw i have a new blog. HAHA.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, January 16, 2010
at 9:53 PM

Oh yes plz congratulate me!!!
Ive managed to pay some attention to lessons and do some assignments!!!
Yay baby, I actually understand some concepts nw!
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 9:37 PM

Hi I knw I PROMISED to blog more bt ah well, I wasnt really in the mood!!!

Anw, ytd was spent @ tampines with Sheryl.
And Claire+Iris for awhile.
Hahah it was great fun!!!
I think it was good we chose to go to tamp instd of somerset.
:)

Hahah I luv my dear gfs!

School so far,
has been retarded.
Think random spotchecks that surprise!!!
Except when i get tip-offs.
And I knw I posted this on FB,
but like, why the hell do they care so much abt our attire?! Good attire does not equal good character, it does not equal good results.
And if time spent on enforcing discipline could be spent on motivating us to study,
I bet we'd be an awesome sch.
Not some dumb sch that drops from Band one to Band 3.
Whose Tscore dropped like crazy.
Seriously, many of us came to cchms cuz it was in Band one.
*Sigh*

And I really think that in chungcheng, we dont feel the need to study.
I don't.
Not like my friends in other sch.
Hell, those in normal average schs study a gazillion times harder than i do.
K, maybe i dont study at all but ah well.
Going to a better sch means its harder to get better streams,trip sci.
It'd better pay off manz.

Ah well, back to the spotchecks.
They suck.
Seriously.
SEC4 LIFE SUXXXXXXXXX.



I really wonder if we can do it right.
I wonder if we can make it like what it was like when we were away from here.
I wonder why its like this now.
I know Ive talked over this with you,
but I still feel like ...
I do..

xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, January 1, 2010
at 5:17 AM

New Year Resolutions.

NUMBER ONE: Ace O's!!!!! Like, plz <10pts at least. Ah actually aiming for an 8.
NUMBER TWO: PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS!!! Stop day-dreaming.... :(
NUMBER THREE: COMPLETE MY ASSIGNMENTS ON MY OWN!!! Or at least, half of them:D
NUMBER FOUR: HAND UP ASSIGNMENTS ON TIME!!! Since Im gonna do them on my own...
Kinda impossible:(
(Enough abt sch work LOL)

NUMBER FIVE: LOSE WEIGHT HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH ( No more tmr then say)
NUMBER SIX: GROW TALLER
NUMBER SEVEN: Stop doing things halfway then forgetting abt it.
NUMBER EIGHT: Stop being such a b!tch!
NUMBER NINE: Be a good girl and have a GREAT year
NUMBER TEN: Survive sec4, ace O's get into somewhere I actually wanna go and PLAY LIKE
NOBODY'S BUSINESS!


(Ps: Last one. Number 11: Be happy, have a happy heart, have a stable heart.)

***(PPS: LAST ONE PROMISE. Number12: Make it work. Or at least, make the next one work)

:)













I feel so guilty now cuz I realised that we were sorta, you knw....
After hearing ST talking abt calls lte at night...
I realised I was kinda dense, kinda dumb.
I guess that 10days really screwed me up/. Ah its abit too late to talk abt it nw.
So, Im sorry:(
At least Im suffering nw and you're nt.
Be glad.:D
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 5:01 AM

fashion Pictures, Images and Photos

Hiiiii Happy New Year!!

I knw I promised to blog but ah... well.... Im really too lazy to blog abt camp.
Oh well, I'll try..... blogging abt the main events anyway.

MacRitchie
Phail-ure!!!! :( Started raining halfway and we went back to school after looking at tons of monkeys. Ah well.

Gross Factor
(With Sandy, Theresa)
Oh yay bb this was awesome!
Our station was the least gross but the ppl ended up really dirty LOL.
Think flour man!
It was all so fun, esp when marshmallows started flying down to the grass patch and one even landed on the NOT YET DRY Cement road.

*****The bangla's face was epic man.

Nightwalk
OH YES THIS WAS REALLY FUN (TO ME)
Well it could have been a blast if not for M.A setting our lights out at midnight.
Friggin Midnight, yea.
And the retarded restrictions LOL.
Guess we won't be having activities tgt with NCC anymore.

Anyway, I was stationed at the last station w QiEn, Joshua and Siewting.
But before that we went around w some Ncc seniors (Edward, KeithWong, dno wad name) I think. Hahah it was so fun scaring ppl@ the grand Audi and i think those mini light stick thingies were awesome. Like, unexpected from NCC haha.

K then we headed for our station (the concourse)
Damn boring there...
but (Yongyi Max WeiJie) were there so yea we had fun talking!!
Then siewting and I decided to go scare ppl!
So we went w Yongyi, Max, WeiJie and ZhongMing.
Oh it was a failure.
First we had Max lie on the bench and scare them.
But.... no reaction from the guides lol.
Then we put a phone on the table and called it when guides were approaching...
Also, abit of a failure.

AND THEN (THE MOST EXCITING PART), ZhongMing hid in the dustbin with the phone!!!!
Ah you know he's like my idol forever cuz he stayed in the FREAKING DUSTBIN for over an hour.
WOW. :D
And it was super fun talking to Yongyi whilst waiting for guides to approach.
Sorry for leaving you out Siewting!
I liked the nightwalk. :)

LIGHTS OUT.
I stayed awake for both nights. LOL.
I think Im nuts.
But I slept throughout the day so it was okay.

HIGH ROPES ****
Oh yea at first I didnt want to take part so I was glad my toe hurt like nuts.
Then I realised that it was super fun and I was so sad.
AND SO, at the end I thought it'd be a waste if I didnt try it at all.
AND SO I DID.
AND SO I HAD FUN THOUGH IT HURT.
:)

Ah, anything else???

Oh well I thought the camp was fun cuz I bonded more w ppl, got to knw ppl better, made new friends....... Yeah.

Sorry this is so wordy haha
xoxo,
you know you love me




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